Finding some interests
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I already have a pretty good idea what trees I'd plant, its just a question of whether the dude is going to help pay for the plants, or if I pay for them he's not going to kick me off next season. I am hoping this will be a long term management project, I would love to plant a food forest there I just don't want to get fucked.
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Might be a good idea to get something in writing. Maybe a lease if you could swing it.
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Indie, without having read the whole thread, let me say this.IndicusMaximus wrote:I think the reason why I've become so dispondent is because I've discovered within myself a real lack of interest in reality.
It's just not interesting. It's not epic. It's not rewarding.
On top of that, I haven't even been able to fake it because I'm always reminded of the impossibility of anonymity with which most people can lose themselves in. There's no crowd which I really belong to enough to live vicariously through.
Can any medication thwart this general lack of substance which I've discovered?
I mean honestly, it's all just a tiny prison with animated walls.
There's nothing for me here. I wait and pray for death.
Death is the only thing which interests me now.
I won't be convinced otherwise.
You walls that mock the imprisoned.
Luckily it won't last.
You appear to be in a malaise.
I have been there many times.
You and I have one thing the rest of the world (bar some) have.
Music.
Throw yourself at it. No quarter.
This has always worked for me. And the money always helps.
Play LOUD. Play OFTEN. Play FAST.
And only play with like minded individuals. Egos fuck music.
All the best mate.
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go back to school. and take the meds your doctor prescribed.
"If you don't think to good, don't think too much." Yogi
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... and stay as far away from alcohol and recreational drugs as possible right now, Indy.
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No booze, no dope. Mummy is right.
"If you don't think to good, don't think too much." Yogi
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Yeah if only that was the problem, though.
I have a confession to make:
I'm not that good at being addicted to anything.
I have a confession to make:
I'm not that good at being addicted to anything.
Blessed are the poor in spirit, for they will see God.
Under the shadow of thy wings, Jehovah.
Under the shadow of thy wings, Jehovah.
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Indy, what kind of things did you like before you got this way? Like when you were a teenager, did you play any sports or have after school stuff you did like skateboarding or hiking or anything? What were your previous interests before things got bad for you?
We're all travelers in this world. From the sweet grass to the packing house. Birth 'til death. We travel between the eternities. - Prentice Ritter
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The light inside is experiencing some constipation... but it's there.
Blessed are the poor in spirit, for they will see God.
Under the shadow of thy wings, Jehovah.
Under the shadow of thy wings, Jehovah.
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I might be despondent if I spelled like that too!IndicusMaximus wrote:I think the reason why I've become so dispondent is because I've discovered within myself a real lack of interest in reality.
Death is a part of the cycle of life; it's probably only humans that make it a taboo subject. But I wouldn't necessarily suggest becoming a mortician, taxidermist, funeral director or death metal "musician".
Why not travel the world and photograph interesting dead things?
If I could get any animal it would be a dolphin. I want one bad. Me and my mom went swimming with dolphins. I was like, 'How do we get one of those?' and she was like, 'You can't get a dolphin. What are you gonna do, put it in your pool?' Miley Cyrus